I have that feeling now, and I'm sitting calmly in a library, tapping away on my iPad. There is no threat present, I am not stressed and there is no possible reason for my anxiety. And yet I still feel like my stomach is being sucked out of my body by an ethereal vacuum cleaner.
I reflect on the past few days. Nothing much has occurred.
The boy I like said hi and I tripped over a chair at him. I'm teaching my pet American to speak English. I suspended my brother by his ankles and shook him only to find a teacher watching in horrified fascination.
So why do I have this feeling of dread? As if there is something around the corner that I detest, but I can't quite put my finger on it. A curious nagging sensation which I allow to fill me in the presence of all other emotions being impartial.
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